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Oct 26 I know I sounded down last night- I was, but more, was confused... Think I have it straightened out now. Nicci had called me, and was crying all day for no apparent reason(no PMS , etc at this time) I think it is just the frusation/uncertainty of these times, and worry about family/friends. And for me. more a thing with Nicci, Greg and Girls being so far away. I can’t protect (care ) for them so far away. I still am feeling guilty about why I am still here, when other -younger ladies are passing over-but I realize it’s their time- their souls have had enough - and I know they are going to a better place. I just hope my family realizes that when it’s my time, it’s the way it’s supposed to be. I think I worry more about them, as I know it will be ok for me. Enough of that, the weather has been Marvelous!!! 30’s nights- and 70’s days, what more could one ask for on the desert in Oct.? |