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3/21/01 It’s been SO warm- 70’s and GLORIOUS Skies. So in spite of the rest- Mother Nature has tried to temper the not so good. It’s been a rough past couple of weeks. Work has been busy, and home has too! We watched Roc go Rapidly downhill , and had set up to have him put down last Wednesdays. You could see his body parts shutting down- to the point he couldn’t move his lower body, just his head. He passed over that Weds AM about 1/2 hour after Frank got home, while he was petting him. I was glad it was at home , his place, rather than in the back of the car (which is where the Vet would have had to “shoot” him with the meds- his weight and comfort level were such we wouldn’t have drug him into the office. ). It took awhile for Frank to dig a hole , through the dg (decomposed Granite) and dry clay- I came home and was worried about him having a heart attack and falling into the hole he was digging for our dog. Roc was SO big - not fat- 160 lbs. and stood taller than my hips....and I have Long Legs. We got him all settled down- carried him out of the house in a sheet- and Kanji started sniffing and crying... that was his Daddy. I feel this was better for him and us and we all had better closure- we left Kanji alone with Roc- and we had to bury him. Better for Kanji than it was for Roc when Zac went- just trucked him off and left his body- same with “Cat” , so the poor critters left alone, had no idea what the “gone” one had done wrong. Roc's cancer ( that we had had operated on in his eyelid 3 years ago) had spread throughout his body- SO FAST! I wonder if it has something to do with the water out here? But after all- it IS County water. Roc was a Wonderful Huge Lovey! Best Nanny anyone could get for 3 little grandgirls! There will be a tribute soon on the Arts page. Other than that have located my 1/2 sis Nancy Finally through the net - so we can start to get back in touch again. It’s now been OVER 3 weeks without extensive pain in my breast and underarm. A couple of uncomfortable days- either from clothes I’m wearing, stress, or a STUPID thing....Like Tues. night- in celebration of the Spring Equinox- I decided to do my nails a fancy sparkly blue! I woke in the AM doing a massive sweat(normal flushing I thought) And got a whiff of the most Ghastly sickly- sweet aroma- whew!!!! Wondered what the hell was going on within me- and as I moved my hands across my face- smelled the nailpolish-- HELLOOO??!!! I have just spent how many months trying to flush toxins from my body and avoiding chemicals in my food... And I put that crap on my nails for Vanity? So I know where the slight pain is coming from. Plus the stress from the past week or so. It’ll be under control soon. Went to see Brad Corbin today for an adjustment- needed it! And he agreed my above theory, also suggested finding a way to get a blood test for the cancer levels. Had just heard about such a test from a customer- and was researching it. He could order it - but would stand a chance of losing his license-even at my request- he could be accused of “treating” cancer with chiropractic- and the AMA has TOTAL control of the cancer world, testing, etc. So am exploring ways to get that test- it would be a good way to monitor my progress. Just wish I had known about it at the beginnning of my treatments. But everyone thought the other (or some Dr.) was where I had gone- I never told any of them that- they just assumed. Sorry fellas- Did this on my own- can’t take their meds anyway- but will call to see if I can get an AMA Dr. to order these tests and give us a monitoring point. At least maybe that will make this saga a bit more legitimate than going through another Mammo so soon. But $ is so tight- it may take a while... |