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1-16-01 It’s been a long few days. Am fighting the grumbling lower innards- which, after calling John and ascertaining it wasn’t any reactions to my ”potions” , I concluded thatikt's one of a few Flus going around. Seems I am exeriencing the minor problems-(though uncomfortable) , at least it’s not from my “potions”. Chris has hada high fever(103) since Sat. but won’t let me near him. (protective little cuss.) Sent some soup, teas, juice, etc. with Jay Sun. night for him. Talked to Dr. down the mall today seems Influenza A & B are rampant in our city/county. High fever and body aches, Takes’ 4-5 days to break. Chris’ response,"Oh great Mom, Thanks, only one more day to get through. “ Dr. John Burton talked to me tonight about increasing my Ambrotose, and getting off the smokes (whenever I get there, I have had my”getting off work” smoke.) He explained to me the difference in “gum” as opposed to “smoke” and that it is the smoke- not so much the niotine, that is defeating my antioxidents and adding more free radicals. He suggested using gum to break the addiction, because even the less than 10 “smokes” I was having a day was really bad, but the gum is a different thing. Frank is going to get me some tomorrow. No sense completely voiding my chances at recovery. I also have some “calming” teas. Hopefully they will help. This is going to take some real determination.... My mental dependence and additude will be the biggest hurtle... It is amazing- 6 years ago I was doing only 1 a day. Why the inability to break the Stress/dependency now? |