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12-11 Mother thank you for the beautiful sunrise. Busyday. Always is on Mondays! But Mrs. M. came in , and after asking about me, and then I about her, she just burst! She is so scared and frustrated.. I feel so bad for her. She has had meloma on her face several times, now is being told she has multi other things including Lupus and osteo=arthritis. She is such a Good, caring and loving person, and a cutie to boot! And all of this is suppposedly related to drugs she was given for a medical problem as a child! So now they just want to give her more drugs! I urged her to go see John Burton- because most of what she’s telling me is on the tape by John Lee about progesterone. Also, the cleansing and. strengthening herbs I am taking would help her, without more drugs! Mrs. C. was in and kinda shocky, found out her hubby has carcinaoma , he’s young, 45. She was a little overwhelmed at this point , but I asked her to Please stay in touch, and told her to get her hubby to John , even if only to compliment trereatments from the Dr., and strengthen his body . I feel so bad for these young folks.I can expect what I have , it comes with age, and it’s hard enough for my family to deal with, even though they’re grown, and the guilt I have felt for inflicting my inadaquacies on my family. But, as you get older, you expect parts to start crapping out on you, ( but not start doing new subdivisions in your body). Actually, since I am willing to deal with it on my terms, without fear of death, I Know it is the right thing to do for me and maybe to help many others. It makes it easier for all of us, as we know I’m gonna conquer it. But, these poor people are YOUNG, and have young families and are So fearful of leaving their families with no one to take care of them ,or worse yet, having to take care of them as they deteriorate! I stopped by John’s and picked up some more goodies , we talked a bunch more about different chemical reactions I have had eviornmentally and physically, and about progress. Expected time: 6 or so months- depending on size. Having watched chemo patients for years, that eally made me feel positive. The sunset was so magnificent, but I am SO beat. Thankfully Frank had dinner going- bless his heart. |